shitty crap.
these past few weeks i’ve been feeling dumb, stupid, ridiculously clingy, and just plain out annoying towards other people?
idk why exactly. and i feel like just stopping whatever it is that i’m “doing”.
sometimes, i feel that i’m not my “complete” self anymore. that it’s just a mask.
i feel changed. different.
i feel completely disconnected from everyone now a days. no matter how many people are surrounding me.
i feel alone. left out. alienated.
every now and then, i get the impression that what i’m mainly “doing” is irritating the hell outta everybody around me.
i begin the feeling of actually caring of what other people think now.
lately i’ve been having the feeling of being obsessed. i feel utterly childish.
i feel like a freekin lunatic.
